Rise

I am a child of god!

I slip and try

I hustle and fail

But still I rise!

I make mistakes

But do not lay by the side

I compensate

And still I rise

Ah ha ha, the evil force me down

With bitter lies;

But just like wind

Still I rise!

You might boom my base

And cut my heart

But just like twin towers

Still I rise.

You might want me to cry

And laugh a little

But just like a joker,

I laugh!

You might want me to avenge my insult

I ain’t gonna do that,

Imma take it low,

Karma will show it though

And just like resurrection on the Day of Judgment

Still I rise!

You might pull me down

Saying I’m unbeautiful,

But just like rain

I vaporize and fall

Saying, still I rise.

Oh you so petty mind

Don’t try to hurt me now

No drama or any frown

Neither a crown

I rise

With my own self,

And let you know

There is hell lot of life in me

That I always will rise.

-- Inspired by I Rise, Maya Angelou.

Ameliorate

I have a confession to make;

I casted a spell on you;

A spell so dark and evil;

That it ruined you!

And not just me,

But the entire race;

We stabbed your back;

And made you weak!

Oh you’re so formidable;

Yet you’re pathetically weak;

By our perpetual back stabs;

Slashing into your core and disrupting your boundaries!

For now you’re angry;

Agonizing in pain;

That none fancy to catch;

So the monstrous destruction fire up!

The flame that shakes mental agility;

Burns the conscious down;

Fries the optimism;

And depletes the race in contra!

Thy my heavenly earth;

We kneel before you;

Surrender our tricks;

Thou rise again and own us!

Serene the core, mantle and crust;

Make no move;

Destroy no being;

Mercy us!

We need you;

We need your passion;

To walk on you again;

To give you back, of what we took away!

Tell Me!

Why cannot I love like the others?

Why cannot the essence of music enchant me like the others?

Why cannot I follow my path with content?

Why cannot I be as wild as I used to be?

Tell me O lord! Tell me!

How can I be calm with myself?

How can I be free with none to tell?

How can I be asleep with no worries?

How can I talk without fumbling?

Tell me O lord! Tell me!

Why cannot I do as I please?

Why cannot I be satisfied?

Why cannot I make a promise to be happy?

Why cannot I make a person happy?

Tell me O lord! Tell me!

How can I walk up straight?

How can I wipe my tears with no mental suppress?

How can I feel that I am blessed?

How can I feel no heartbreak?

Tell me O lord! Tell me!