Never Ending

The world just swam across

While I drifted off the ocean,

Like the Syrian boy

With justice denied.

And when I walk past the sailors of this blue,

I inhale my insecurities

To hide my inabilities

To forget you!

These miscellaneous conclusions

Apart of my brain,

Could never make me go wrong

Of my being strong!

So let me mend you in a marvelous sculpture

Of a mystery naughty piece

And fill the bliss in your sage

While you dance like rain!

cupid

In this melancholic showery night

While I dance with you

I take a step closer to your ear

And whisper, “oh darling do you love me?”

I hear giggle!

Have I not told you that countless times already my love?

Ha! You formerly have in certainties of habitudes

That has made me cheerfully equipped with pleasures of desires to love you more and more!

But the irk of knowing that you still do,

And the hickey on your neck that faded away

Wills to know that you soundlessly enchant me!

And will yearn for me like you yearned for me yesterday and before!

So that I could just kiss your pain away

To those darkest few miles of your past

And make love to you tonight.

So that you wake up tomorrow with scars of pleasures

And still smile and gleam up my world

Of the deepest fantasies to feel you every day

As well as lean into your eyes and breath

And kiss those softened lips of yours;

Furthermore biting them

So that I could suck in the every last drop of lust,

That you pour down my articulatory system. 

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When I sit beside you and serve,

My thoughts wander the wildest imaginations on earth!

How oh heaven would he die?

By the chronic he is strung?

Or fall off your spunk

With another butyraceous torture!?

And when you sleep, I check;

Is he alive or dead?

So when I step out my house,

I smile

To hide the tensity!

And when I look at those million on streets,

I ponder what position they could be in!

And I compensate and glad.

Alhumdulillah! I am more fortunate than those poor fellows.

May lord bless them and help me to steadfast and steer my wagon without any deviation. 

Castle in the Air

Let me dream.

Swim across my fears,

Glide over the highest clouds above,

And sway through the dusts of turbulence.

Thy when I wake up

I need not whisper

The sounds of a squealing monster;

Who forgot to breathe

Into the divinity of woods

Where the sun shone brighter

Than the soul of an angel

And scalded the skin

Like I have sinned!

Let me dream,

The tranquility of a prayer

When it echoes my ear

And I stand to worship;

Forgetfully to what I have to do

As I am made by my creator

And to Him shall I return;

As a new born imp

Who bears no sin

 And sleeps to dream;

The perpetuity of sacredness

Thou finds me

As I glean my spirituality

Just to dream

They Think I'm Insane

The shirt I wore

Torn to threads

Dearest from all the ones I have,

Used now for dusting my shelf.

What drudgery!

Gifted me the memories

I fondle up in the back of my mind

And remember occasionally

For now to smile like an idiot

As they think I’m crazy for reasons concealed

To anyone, but me.

Years in Seconds

For years together I wondered,

What is it to be a bird?

To fly like there’s no tomorrow!

To breathe like there’s no wind above me,

That would engulf my freedom of flight!

And when the sunlight gazes upon me

The sparkle in my eye shine,

Like those ivory carving in shrine.

To lapse down

And rise encore

With a grub in my nib

Scrumptious to my lust!

Sway with the wind again,

Flutter the world without boundaries.

Build my house with twigs;

Prudently chosen over the millions;

But by the arrow that shot me down,

Piercing through my wing,

Everything that is left of me is,

The thirst to fly again.

Travel

Where would I like to go today?

Into the midst of my dreams?

Or to its periphery?

Or all over across it?

I certainly do not know!

I’ll probably just lay low

Inside the psyche,

Mesmerizing to see the terrene the way I desire it to be!

To balance the everlasting heartaches,

Seeing that I cannot give it away,

Is what makes it exceedingly excruciating!

I’m tired,

Tired of building up the walls for anyone to breach in,

Yet they do!

And just when I accept them,

They let lose!

Am I this trivial?

Hardly a 5 when compared in my sight,

Why would anyone count me in?

I’m just a vigilante fighting my own battles and dreams,

Trying to help the masses well-nigh  

Yet fail to stop myself to cry.

Timidity

Quite, dense and the negative decibels,

Screeching the sound of my blood

Flowing through my veins,

Impulsing me to escape.  

Escape this dungeon,

At all cost but my life.

Banging, Whomping, detonating!

Not a bruise.

What are these barricades made of?

Iron? Mithril? Galvorn?

Feasibly my own broods?

Darn! They're my apprehensions. 

Terminating my capability

To surmount.

I’ll not hold back,

I’ll not stop now,

I’ll break through the walls built

Through the terror fused in me.

That’s what it means,

To be brave,

To be courageous,

To be free.

I am absolute. 

I am, me.  

Infatuation

Is this what it means?

To look into your eyes

And forget the world,

Like a juncture slithering in all scenes.

A perky smile

Turn up on my profile,

So cute!

All I can hear is the musical flute.

OMG! Can I hide?

Cannot let her observe me in this plight!

Replied with a hey,

Such a tiny handshake leaves me astray.

Zone out!

Let’s just not focus on that pout!

I don’t wanna go, I don’t wanna leave!

But ought to with grieve.

To Let Go

And to let go off of something,

I need susceptible,

To cure the plague caused by the allurement,

Driven myself into the wilderness of introspection.

Vivacious jiffy animated upon,

As if there’s no life to come hereafter.

Will there be a hereafter?

Conceivability negative.

Granted if?

Superior to warm up,

Than to arrive,
And to know there is and you aren't prepared.  

How Often?

How often?

How often do you breathe?

Weekends or week days I believe!

Hallucinate your future

By dwelling your past

Nostalgic is what you are.

How often?

How often do you live?

Every rare moment is what I believe!

Lie occasionally

To keep life intact

Yet ruin your life just for people to attract

How often?

How often do you say?

What you feel or a fouls play?

Kind words

Can’t be said

Harsh words are always confounded

How often?

How often do you listen to you heart?

Crush it with all the mortal part

Do what it says

Enjoy the present

Leave the rest

How often?

How often do you require advice?

Will you take the risk to survive?

Listen to me my dear friend,

Live laugh and cry

And that is how you build your life.

Preposterous Enforcement

I grew up to be what I found was provocative.
Decorous rules,
Rules that are to be more for the label
Alternative for the co-existence of nature.
To which we follow frantically.
For what is it?
To come and suffer us?
Not for peace and tranquillity!
Those prodigious corrupt bastards
Who emphasize on what to and what not to DO,
For the sake of temporal possessions
that lasts no longer than a decade!
Will these guide me to the path of salvation?
Or to the utterance of drama?
I do not know,
Neither do I wish to.
For the reason that these half baked fundamentals
Do not define me,
However, in what I believe does.

What is in Me, that is Vulnerable?

There is a world within me;
The one, no one has ever seen.
I am complicated than you have ever been!
The face you see isn't what you assume to be,
It is far more what you have ever dreamed it to be!

My heart is what you suppose to be rigid and stone!
By what it has endured,
Is what it is to yield.
For not the sake of vengeance towards the world;
But for it to comply to you and for me.


There is a face beneath this smile,
That some has seen;
And there is another one beyond,
That even I have never identified!
The more you speak to me, The more you unearth me!

The shackles that bind me,
The emotions that blind me,
The paths that drive me,
It is in which I feel protected;

It is in which I feel composed.

Should We Hate Them?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwl7olQ54iw

Please do watch the video before reading what's below :)

I don't know if I'm particularly correct or think that I am. However, I believe that basically a human or an educated person can relate to this.

The first question is, do we actually hate women?
Yes, yes we hate you! Astound? Don't be, before I tell why we hate you.

We hate you women,
Because you're magnificent!
Because, only you can turn a house into a home.
Because, only a women can protect you at your bad times
Because, only a women can sense what is wrong with your life.
Because, only a woman can inspire you.
Because, only a women can turn your life upside down.
Because, only a woman can blossom a life into this world.
Because, only a woman can make you feel that there is hope.
Because only a woman can bind with you.
Because, only a woman can make you punctual, to respect people, know that men are wrong many times in their lifes and need to accept that they are.

Yes, we do hate women for being a blessing in our life.
We hate you for being the most beautiful part of our lifes.
We hate you for every sacrifice you make for us, for our family, for our children because frankly speaking, no man can do it.
Yes we frigging hate you women, for being with us forever even if we treat you like shit.
We hate each and every female on this planet. Not because they are lower than men. Because you're more beautiful, intelligent, sensitive, and what not in our life.
We men can never be how you women are. Because even if we try to, we cannot succeed the beauty that lies within you.
Each and every one of you are beautiful.
Believe in yourself. There is nothing in this whole universe that you women can't do.

Kathmandu, Nepal- April 25 2015

It is with tremendous happiness that I lie today! The world is coming together. On April 25, Nepal was struck with a natural disaster of 7.9 magnitude earthquake followed by avalanches. The devastating incident took away 2.5k lifes and counting with a huge amount of property loss. The toll of deaths and cries are surely to grieve on, but not for long. Aid from almost every part of world came in. Some were  financial, some  through moral and prayers and some through rescue ops.

India launched a rescue operation right away when the disaster occurred and named it "Operation Maitri". Honourable Prime Minister Mr. Narendra Modi offered help to our neighbours with utmost grace and influenced the world to join in.

UK government offered 5 million pounds where as the US offered a million. It is not about the amount that came in but the effort and will to help the victims.

It has been 36 hours since the incident and all I have been hearing about is the help the world will to provide to the victims of the earthquake.

My deepest sympathies to all the citizens for their loss. But to look on the bright side of this, we now know that humanity in us is not dead. Even though we are becoming selfish everyday, we offer help to people who need help. The world is coming together for one cause. Today it is for Nepal. Tomorrow it might be for something wonderful. Possibilities are endless! Today when we watch or read the news we hear about the aid offered to Nepal by these many countries and these many people came out, travelled to Nepal from their homeland and risked their lives to save others.

My hope, our hope, is risen higher.Hope for a one world government. Hope for a peaceful world. Where there will be no wars, where there will be no blood shed, where education, rights, food and shelter is more easily attainable rather than choice of suicide from one's own oppression! That day is no far,  that day is achieve able,  that day is not a fairytale. It can be owned, with the help of mine, with the help of yours, with the change in all of us. That day is no far.

Look into My Eyes

When I look into your eyes,

I wander the universe inside of you.

Your spirit is as divine as these stars when glanced

Your heart beats like a meteor! 

Fast, burning for love and care,

Destroying itself and the surroundings while crashing

Yet being beautiful  ashes for humans!

Thoughts of thy as of asteroids 

Millions and billions 

Tiny, mini,

Moreover provocative.

As they have a sign of manifestation, 

Tranquillizing compeers,

With zeal and humility.

You are a beautiful creation! 

You are! 

  

 

Mother and Daughter

A bond stronger than Graphene,

Consists friendship, love and care.

A global wind of empathy,

More from the creator,

Less from the creation,

But no less than an ocean.

Uncertain what one would do for another,

Certain that one would!

Just a mile away,

Or galaxies across,

The passion between a mother and a daughter 

is undeterred.

Scream

Perception

Black and pure

Radiant glow

obscure

midnight sun

darkened rainbow

startled cyclone

Elusive to hold them on me

child's play to get lost in them

down when shy

Up when valiant

symmetry of thy eyes 

can't exemplify in outlines

Just the One

Mortal and mortal
Has a shadow of their own
The one they see when sunny and bright
Vanishes in dark
Like a fake friend of mine
 
Breeze's black
Conscience of him
Bears no sin
Does not comply
 
Trust nobody
Cry for none
For you will be enduringly happy with yourselves
 
Nevertheless you'll ought to find someone
Better than your shadow
Lovelier than your soul
 
Never kiss good bye
For the one who he is
 
As a choice you'll anguish ever.